Life is as tedious as a twice-told tale. Vexing the dull ear of a drowsy man. -William Shakespeare, "King John " Act 3 Scene 4

What happened to that amazing feeling I had just a couple of weeks ago when I went to church. Today I really struggled. Maybe it was the disappointment of someone not coming who said he might. Maybe it's the carry over of feeling lonely with few friends. Maybe it's worthiness issues. Maybe it's lack of sleep. . . I don't know. I just feel that painful dulness that I wish I could find it's source.